Polly Miller doesn't think she was remotely lucky to have survived the Bali nightclub bombing 18 months ago, She suffered severe burns to most of her body, but her husband of just five weeks, and several of her friends were killed.
In the first of a new five part series about luck, Polly suggests the people who died were the lucky ones.
She has had to live with the terrible physical and emotional consequences of the bomb blast.
""If I'd had the strength to kill myself as I lay in hospital, I would have done it,"" she says.
Only now is she able to start thinking about the future, and look forward to a time when she might again be able to think of herself as a lucky person.
Also in the programme, retired telephone line repairman, Kenny MacDonald talks about the kind of luck which got him struck not once, but four times by lightning.